Wednesday, April 4, 2012

I do realize something...

When you are at your weakest and most tired, you seem to forget to read the scriptures...
My husband and I spent several days at the hospital supporting his mother.  We both had gone without sleep and seemed so weak. 
There was one moment that my husband took me by the hand and we walked to the little chapel at the hospital to pray for his mom.  We stood there embraced and both with such a peace that we knew she was going to go to heaven. 
But for a few days we have been without our scripture reading.  I had to take my husband to Urgent care one day and the next to the doctors for he was in severe pain.  That took up time also for us.  Not to mention the family gathering together each day to prepare for the memorial service.
How do you fit in time to read the bible when you are the most tired and worn out?  I know that Jesus looks at our hearts, and realizes that there are times that our bodies are so weak. 
Lord Jesus forgive me for not giving time to YOU to read.  Instead we have sat watching the TV just to relax, but maybe some of that time should have been spent reading the word.
Jesus you are with us through all these times and someday we'll be home with you.  I can't wait. 
I was a bit jealous that my mother in law went to heaven, as I would've loved to been in her place.  Heaven is the ultimate place to be.  I can't wait to get there.  I miss my family so much.  I want to see them face to face and hug them.  But most of all, I WANT TO SEE YOU FACE TO FACE... YOU will dry away every tear and love me with all the LOVE you have, which is far more than I could ever imagine...
Jesus I love you so much.  Thank you for LOVING ME....

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